Inside Outside

I am more of a loner than a social eyesore. Am not a misanthrope but sometimes I flirt almost to its periphery. I meet people halfway and if you want more you better come correct. Cause human is misery and I much rather avoid that kind of company.

I can get real friendly to the point of gregariousness. Laughter is contagious meant to heal the now. I come outside to laugh but could just as well stay inside and laugh out loud like a leper in exile. Self laughter is madness in the ears of the mob. If you laugh alone at yourself then it's an aberration. Scares the desolate ones to the inch of their despair.

I was physically connected a lot stronger to my tribe. Art People. Geek People. Strange vagabonds. Then I emigrated to NYC and it all fell apart. Alienation sold me to the machine. I grabbed the web. Straddled the Internet and became a lot more virtual. For now I am this shadow person. But I live in the Present tense with Future speak.