I'm sitting alone,Time is not going.

Hello again!
I am the village boy I came to the city for work. After working a few days I did not like the work, so I gave up. I am traveling to hoping for new work, But no work. I'm going home, But do not want to go home if you remember the condition of the house. The financial condition of my family is not good. I am the son of the poor family. I am the eldest son of my duty, So I can not do anything fast. Something can be done but I can not think of what to do. I'm worried!!

Do you have any solutions?

Thanks for reading!