You are one strong lady. They say time heals all wounds, that must have been said by someone who has never suffered great loss. The pain may fade slightly, but the pain will always be there, well for at least 30 years, and it's still here. Never going away, but learning to live with and cope with it. Its all we can do, to do otherwise is to give up and let life have its way with us instead of us having our way with life. Sorry for your losses.
Thank you, I agree with your thought. Quite profound life is. It is to be cherished through the good and the bad. So unique each of us are. Thank you for your sympathy. It is appreciated. Thank you for the time you took to read my musings. That gesture within itself: your time is kind to me.