Sometimes I try to hide the truth and repress it as I feel like I may make a notion which everyone may not support or talk about a certain thing that many people wouldn't be interested.

My problem I guess would be lacking confidence and being pressurised and conforming to society to be safe rather than to outgoing and speak of matters which I am passionate and zealous about.

I guess I should pretend I am dead. I should have no care or attentiveness as who is able to scorn and scould at me if I am merely just a corpse laying on the ground. They can hold feelings against me but there will be no receiver to their animosity.

Truth is something that is ungovernable. It situated our life everywhere we go showering its special abundance of mercy. The more you sacrifice the more wisdom and truth you will receive. Those who strive towards meekness and forbearance will be enriched with the truth as he is not caught up in the swathes of desires and fear of not conforming to society.

Thank you for these words of wisdom @stellabelle! :)