"The love I get, is a cat." lol, I know the feeling.
Remember this is not about you though.
The thing is we take stuff too personal. Cats, like love, are not to be owned. Their meant to be free. Cats and love are not there because you need them. They are there because they want to. And they can even need you. It's things you have to live with your heart and your hands open, so they can go and come back if they want. There's no love with no freedom, and no freedom without love. Remember? :* Let it go, but always let it come too.