IT WAS NOT LOVE
Oh indeed, love is a beautiful thing, but it is not meant for everybody. How do you spell love on his heart when he feels secure and safe in the midst of boys than girls?
He had vowed that his first love would be his last love, he had vowed that he will never hurt a girl, now she comes, loving him with all her heart, redefining love on the skin of his heart. He feels ashamed of himself now, for those words which escaped his lips to her ears are now silent echoes, those promises are now mirages.
When his thoughts are no more in consonance with his emotions, when his feelings are no more in compass with words, how does he tell this was really love?
Oh! He is but a coward, he is scared to tell her the truth for fear of hurt, he is scared to tell her a lie for fear of hatred, he smiles at her with masked intentions.
He had really loved her but all those feelings had vanished like a smoke. Funny how he never wanted to be in love, he only wanted to try friendship with her, but ended up being in love, now the love is gone, he feels nothing for her, but how does he tell her when she has showered her with much love?
How would he mend his heart when hurting her means hurting himself?
Oh dear, this heart was never meant to be loved, his love was only to be found in the art, he is now scared to reply her chats, for the truth may unwittingly escape him.
I wish he never coursed this route, I wish he never rode on this bike, I wish he never put on this shoe, for it doesn't really fit him, love indeed is a beautiful thing, but it is not meant for everyone.
He didn't want it to end this way, no, he never dreamed of letting her go, he vowed to hold his hand, but this path just doesn't really hold promises for him. Maybe the seminary is where he actually belongs, maybe he wasn't really meant for love, maybe his love was just for the he[art], but how does he end this without breaking her heart, how does this way part without meeting again?
Oh love is a beautiful thing, but it is not meant for everyone. Maybe he shall not pass this way again, maybe he shall cower away for the sake of peace, but how not to hurt her is his problem, her love is just too much to be discarded, he does not belong here, these shoes just do not fit him, this melodies do not just ring in his heart, he will have to get by someday without her, but until then, let him cower away till he finds his route back to the seminary…that is where he belongs, not to love.
Awesome piece bro
Thanks brother
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