Thanks for sharing your story @enjar... at times I find myself at a bit of a loss in terms of being able to respond to your comments with the level of detail they deserve. This would be one of those times...

I have said on various occasions that I owe a large part of my lack of (commercial) success in life to having a bad case of "Too Many Interests Syndrome;" so many things seem interesting, so much of the time... so I end up not sticking with a number of things long enough to do much of anything with them.

I also have a natural predisposition towards being a "stationary object" in life... aka "I'm not a high energy person"... so I come across lots of goof plans, but have little inclination to put in the time, resources and effort to make a go of them.

It's a testament to how interesting I find Steemit that I have fairly "religiously" stuck to it for over six months!