I feel myself going through a lot of this right now.. Especially the mourning of my old self. I feel like she’s gone already & I day dream of after I give birth that I can be able to bring her back. Really I don’t think that’s best though, I have been through & learned a lot about myself this whole year. Not sure how my temperature may be once My lil One is here actively outside of my belly. Mostly I know I want my body back, taking care of it & primping myself just like I used to. I always told myself I would never be those women that let themselves go after they have babies. I want to stay young and vibrant as I should. I feel my Pisces baby will add to that once’s they are here.