Where I'm gonna be in the next 5 years?

16 June 2020 - Where I'm gonna be in the next 5 years?

Due to the COVID-19 i am forced to stay HK for over 5 months, I start thinking many things during this interesting period: why everyone blaming to Chinese people? It's not their fault to stay alert to wear masks for protecting themselves and the others. What can I do to help the world during the outbreak of the pandemic? Simply wearing mask when I am outside? Donate some masks to the other whom needed? Should I still be thankful I still got a job even my pay is 20% cut in this difficult time meanwhile 2 of our bosses are being so mean than ever?

Everyday I wake up at the same time, wearing the same monkey suits and shoes, going to the same restaurant for similar breakfast, doing the same shitty paper work, hiding at the same stairs to smoke, facing the same stuck up colleagues in factory to beg them to do the jobs which supposed they needed to? Even worse, our customers keep squeezing us on the unit prices of the products, we have no choice but to accept their request in order to maintain the sales volume!

I was trying to grab as many orders as I can to chase the sales volume back, somehow there is backfired to me, I made matters worse when I am too rush and anxious to handle the orders and paper works. Say, I made a mistake on the ship mark of the order, supposed I simply apologize to my work colleague then they will take care the re-work for me. But I suddenly gone crazy to shout them "we ain't going to change the ship mark for the carton" in the group chat, unfortunately i received customer email telling us that it is necessary to change it, then I gotta send another email to my colleagues asking them to change and apologize to them, blah blah blah...

Is that really what am I looking for in my life? At the beginning of the pandemic, yes i did, I was thankful I am still got a job especially my wife left her company which she had been working for eight years before the outbreak of the virus. But I starting to hesitate with time passing, should I still stay here to keep doing the same boring things in the company? Or I should jump out from my comfort zone starting my own business?

Wow, I have got so many questions in my mind lately, and I barely did nothing at the morning, and we just realized it was raining when we went down for lunch, so none of us had take the umbrella. Thus we could only go eat at McDonald again as they are the closest place for us to get into indoor.

My boss start shouting after he return from lunch and I was interrupted by him for zillion of times when I am trying to make this post...

Where I am gonna be in the next 5 years? Will I still working in this company and keep nagging for this this this and that that that? Will I start my own business to fight for my dreams? Maybe only god knows ! Or i will write a memoir that time to answer this question to myself....

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