Very strange

There is a kind of woman, very strange. After breaking up knowing that both of them are nothing, after breaking up knowing that the feelings between themselves and the enemy can not be saved can not heal but still hope. If you say love, not love, say not love. If it is said, the heart is not sure, as tired now. Are you tired of reading the old message every night to the heart? Do not tired when the mouth is always forced to delete all the pictures, delete all and then hand is still just go back and look at the "only me" mode? Tired of me out there so many people want you to open up, want you to put all the feelings. And you, still go out of ink to love a person even know - no more? And then I'm tired of every time the text message interested to talk back to the tiara finished meticulously to read each sentence word by word and always said: I broke up, careful in his words, Embrace your emotions are not uttered words of love from the words look from the hope of you come back to me? Tired ?
Oh tired, even very tired. But keep trying, keep trying. There are many nights writing long messages and then delete the fear of not sending, people think that I bother, you idiot, you flush, who despise you? There are many nights in the drunken people call me, actually I'm still awake, I'm so glad I just wanted to catch the computer right away and asked worried, so I have to pretend like I sleep, the party does not listen. Because I was scared, scared in the drunk to give me hope then people forget.
I know that my heart is without you, I know the day you and the person who decides to leave are both suffering. Well, let's go. . Hey, can you help me with a question: Do you love me? Come on, I do not pretend to be strong with you anymore, I'm tired, I miss you. . ❤