wow! really great piece brother. I am not fully raw, but more like you described yourself before - mostly raw and some cooked foods. I have actually been thinking more lately that I want to feel lighter and I am getting closer to at least trying raw. I will check out your recommendations.

Also, I can totally relate on becoming angry with God, the word, the concept, all of it. I had a deeply hurtful experience happen when I was in my youth/early teens that made me destructive and anti-religious. It took my own personal journey (ill share more about it with you in the future) to see god everywhere. Thanks for sharing brother