Dear Diary: Why I Am Pursuing For A Better Well-Being

I had been feeling not well ever since I was just a child. Imagine having symptoms of an impending chronic disease, not the symptoms of the disease itself but the symptoms of its beginning. So I felt like I was always not 100% even in my prime years which is my younger self.

So my symptoms just crept up like a vine on me and I just went on with my life dragging myself from its heavy burden. And so I waited all my life just see any good that will happen only to see now myself at this condition. It really is not good to wait for something and expect any good, we just work it up for ourselves and take the initiative so that we can see any result that we are expecting, too late for me at some point though.

Now that I am seeing some hope because of steemit I can now uplift and free myself from the bonds of constant struggle from pains and body stiffness that accompany it along with an extreme body weakness. My goal is to at least gain the ability to depress a nail cutter without using a hard object to press it to cut my fingernails, that is how weak my hands are so I can't even cook now as my hands can't handle the knife.

I had been unwell most of my life and I think it will not be a robbery if I would pursue some comfort for my body. But it is happening now as my medicine is working for me. I can now just let my bones regenerate themselves and my job is to nourish them with Calcium and ward my body from Phosphates at the same time, keeping in mind the medicine that I have to take everyday.

I am now on a new battle to support my medical needs and it is not easy in a way because I have to work it up and it is not a cakewalk trying but I am fortunate to have steemit on my back and I felt so secured and comfortable on my thoughts now, it's the best thing that happened in my life. God Bless steemit community.