Dear Diary: I Hope To Close My Mouth Completely Soon And I Just Needed Everyone's Prayers

Basic function is what i long particularly for how I eat because right now it really is not good for me to always eat in a horizontal position because it robs me of one factor in my life which is to be able to socialize while eating. I just cannot do both because I have to lay down in order for me to keep my food in my mouth while eating because it will just spill out when I would chew upright.

Just a few months ago I still had the ability to sip a cup of hot beverages because I can still close my lips fully like any normal person. Right now it is like I am opening it wide but in reality it is in a relaxed position. I am just trying to close my mouth in my photos but it is my hope soon if miracle still happens that I could again close my mouth and lips so I can get the ability to sip a cup of hot coffee in the morning.

Not only that, I realized that having the ability to use our lips in a normal fashion while eating is very important. I can never or for now suck that bone marrow when my mother cooks some stew so I just give it back to her and let her have it for herself. Having also the ability to drink from straws is what I wanted to do again because I couldn't now, liquid just spills out when I drink upright so I have to lay down and pour beverages in my mouth when I wanted t drink.

My mother just notice subtle changes especially when I try to close my lips. I am now close to have that ability again and if I do I might again enjoy my coffee hot and steaming life how a normal person would. I am just full of hope on how my medicine would work wonders for my body. I am not wishing for much but it is much better to know that my condition will not go as bad as I thought it would. God Bless the #steemit community.