Thank you for your thoughts. I have had to think about life and death from a very young age because both of my parents died early and it didn't make sense because the worked so hard and made so much sacrifice. I finally tried to rationalise it by thinking "I'm enough", "We are enough". We, the children of deceased parents, are enough reason for them to have lived, therefore, everyday, I exert myself to be worth it and to give in equal measure as I have received.