UN(dis)TALENTED: More Than I Bargained : 5 Minutes Freewrite.

Home isn’t far anymore for me, I’ve had my own fill of life’s hardship but this might be the end as much as the beginning, only the devil knows what I will become after this, it’s horrible to become this after been taunted for a while, depressed and tired, weak and lonely, no one dares preach to me the message of one fine Jesus to me, I’ll have him hanged.

Wearing a full blown blue gown in such an environment as these calls for some caution, but am the daredevil type, you can’t blame me for that. The party has been slated for 9:00 PM, we are the night crawlers and we don’t sleep nor slumber, so Marie and I have planned a lot for the party, the bag was as empty as ever, save for some mascara and rubbish, I mean female condoms.

Deep into the dead of the show, the atmosphere changed, smokes everywhere, enough to hurt the eyes, I just couldn’t see very well again, and bowed myself to catch some breathe, that was when I felt a thrust behind me, still dizzy, I struggled to raise myself up to withstand who the fuck want to mess with me, my leg and my body were at an angle less than thirty degrees apart, before I could come up to a straight ninety or one-eighty, the whoever son of a bitch has tore my skirt up and dig his dick inside of me, thrusting harder than normal, reaching my intestine, more like an gorilla mating, the loud noise all around wouldn’t let me scream, even if I do, I knew it’s too late for that, besides, this is a wild party, no one cares.

It hurts the more as he drove through me, and for like ten minutes after he is yet to cum, I already had the feeling things are about to go wrong, twenty minutes after, am giving up already, still, he cummeth not, driving harder in rhythm with the new song played: rock n roll. I began to feel some pain all over me, I’ve beaten more than I can chew. Some minutes have passed now and I started gasping for breathe, looks like am gonna suffocate in here if this goes on non-stop. It’s like he felt that too, paused for a millisecond and pulled out, I don’t think I ever want to look back at whoever did it as I bowed my head in shame trying to gather myself out of what has just happened. I managed to stand up, this time it was pain all over, more like a virus invasion in the body. It was the walk back home that unraveled it the more.

My legs were beginning to shake as I staggered back home, each steps was taken in misery, pain rings through every part of my bone, with much of it concentrated in the leg region, I don’t know if they might have seen it, I mean the trickle of blood lining my leg, each walk as tired as I seem was also taken with caution, I dare not show them the fresh scar, am already known as a whore.

And that was the beginning of my misery here, if perhaps I could find redemption in God’s house.

Based on a true life truly story

My entry into @mariannewest everyday #freewrite.

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