@surpassinggoogle, we cant looses her, no no we wont, she must live her life to her fill while you do those things which you have always wanted to do for her. It is very distressing for a you to see your mother hospitalised. Their illness is confusing, scary and their well-being can bring up a lot of anxiety and essentially make us anxious people over time. Separation anxiety is completely normal, but i pray that you wont be seperated in any way. I want you to still feel encouraged. I'm sorry that you've had to go through this; I know it's always hard watching mum in such state and one would wish they had a minute to be God and heal her instantly, but i want to tell you that God knows exactly how you feel and wants to heal your mum. The devil has been shamed already. All your good works will speak for you, i am confident of that.