I often say to the young people of our church that Love is not just a feeling but a decision, because if it's only a feeling it is subject to change. But when we decide to love no matter what, then it is independent to feeling...We can then love even when we don't feel it. So, better love him..

God is good all the time, throw all your burden unto him, seek his guidance and surely you can pass all this testing of life. Just keep believing to Jehovah, He wipe your tears Terry...Prayers for your Dad and for you, hoping that all is good at the end.