Ulog 73 September 14 2019 - I QUIT

The last straw happened at the beginning of the 3rd semester.

I was teamed up with the Malaysian group of girls. A week before there was a presentation, I was told that we will discuss about it later.

During the weekend before class, I was told everybody was concerned over their marks and that they will surely get work done.

That day of the presentation, nothing was done.

I went to class anyway hoping that I can go early to meet everybody early.

Nobody showed up.

When class started, my lecturer asked me where everybody was.

To this very day, I remember with photographic memory and I can even feel that very moment when I told her, “I don’t want what’s going on!”

She laughed and that was it.

I joined another group. C and R was there.

I told C that I wanted to join them for future work because I was not confident that my group will show up every week. I was afraid for my marks.

C said that I was a child and that R is right about who I was.

I texted him, he didn’t reply. So I called to tell him what happened. He never picked up and said he doesn’t want talk to me because I am like his students. That R is in the group and with him in the group, I cannot be in it.

I retaliated and said he is the child and that he should pick up the phone.

I PISSED HIM OFF REALLY GOOD.

Next class, the whole Malaysian girl gang came after me saying that I told the lecturer they were absent and that their marks should be deducted.

WOW!!!!

SMOOTH!!!!

Who told them? Who else then C.

I told them all to see the lecturer to sort things out.

They said I shouldn’t bother the lecturer because she is busy.

That was it. I exchanged my emails with my lecturer and said that I have to leave.

The whole class hates me.

I have to go.

I left without saying goodbye.

Nobody cared that I left.

Good.

I was gone for good.

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