you dont need the hide button even for a ulog. dont worry, you wrote very codedly. so thiz was part ofof what prompted the I love you terry. I love you too. I know how to solve your case. I have been there. dont fret at those moments. it takes humility to even accept we are imperfect. if we were flawless what role does forgivenes play, so another thing I usually say is I will forgive you a hundred times. yes, to be too taken aback by those moments, create use for it e.g exercises self control and if you relapse, celebrate remorse and you would have grown still. some growth is instilled obliviously. you have a strong makeup. for some I would tell them to create multiple defenses but your case is different. you have the qualities to take charge, you have the ability to see the signs and use some as defense, so no worries. when there is still remorse then you arent far gone or lost. plus many things are forgiveable even by me, mere imperfect dust, so imagine Jehovah who is love. He was proactive even when it comes to giving us a chance at salvation, He sent his son and watch him suffer. He knows we are dust. let me pause. you were coded. you are learning. well you have a lot inside yoy but you weren't coded enough for me. I know what it was that popped up, the battle you fought for years. with a ULOG you can still be coded, even private. I do it a ton of times e.g I am dying, hitting my head on things but I was on the discord singing