ULOG: #45: Because my week has been so hard, as we say goodbye to a family member who has left us forever

Hello friends #uloggers and #steemians today I want to share with you why one of the worst weeks for me, and is that apart from the problems that often arise and that most of us always solve, even though we see them very difficult, The most important thing for us is the family, and much more when they are bad or have a problem.
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We always try to help him, support him and be there for them but when the situation gets out of control and we do not have the way to do it our life turns into chaos, problems and bad thoughts take over us, everything goes wrong and we did not find an exit or solution.

Today my uncle died, a being who loved and appreciated a lot, a disease that only he had at the time the power to improve it, and although it is painful to accept he did not want to accept the situation, and when he could not anymore we were those who could not give it, today a very strong day for everyone because about a year ago his brother also my uncle died of the same disease, which is why the memories of everything that happened on that occasion invaded my head from the beginning of the week and they did not allow me to feel good or have animosity of anything, to see a sick family agonizing and not being able to help is the worst thing that can happen to us. But what can we do if when we offered it I never accept it.

I feel that life is sometimes very unjust, but I also think about how unfair we are ourselves with life, when it gives us something it is never enough and when it does not give us what we want we always deny it, but when a loved one dies and you think that life loses its meaning you also understand that sometimes it is only better to fight and live everything that comes our way knowing that the good and the bad exist and we only need to know how to make it part of our path no matter how hard it is .

Today I say goodbye to my uncle knowing that he knew how to do this much better than us and that he always thought that being and not being was part of life and even though he made mistakes that might have taken their toll in the end he lived his life to the fullest and gave everything he needed. he could give. As hard as it is to accept God knows why he does things, and because often you just have to have resignation of his designs.