Well another day is done and I spent the day thinking of JM. I try to be strong and forget him but its hard to do when he's my heart and soul. He's my first thought in the morning when I wake up and my last thought before I close my eyes.
I miss being in his arms. I miss the feel of his lips against mine. I miss being able to watch him sleep. I miss hearing his voice. Lets face it I miss the man period. I wish i could go to him and work this out but I feel that isn't going to happen. I have come to the conclusion that he's gone.
Well guess I can try to get back out there and date again. Or maybe I should quit dating period. It would seem I'm destined to be alone for the rest of my life.