ULOG#3: Missing those times

I miss you..

This is an open letter for my past.

I miss you, I miss being with you, I miss being a kid, I miss being a spoiled kid wherever I go you are always on my thought. I don't know why I'm still shaking from the past why I am still tumbling from those scars. Yes, I miss you but why do I always end up hurting myself?

I chose you because, I really thought that you could be one of the key of my happiness and one of those people who really had my back forever and always in the times of break downs.

I'm missing us right now, I really miss those moments where we can be someone that we could not imagine. I really miss the smiles and laugh we shared in every struggles and superfluous moments we used to had.

Now, I'm just missing you.. But I don't regret being with you the only thing I regret was trusting you too much.. I did not regret those fun and heartaches we shared honestly you are one of the people who I cherished the most. But....

I just can't accept the reality and it always keeps on bothering me.. I'm scared, I'm really scared trusting too much.. again. And I am sorry for not trusting you again and not being with you again. I'm really sorry, I just can't accept the way you are now. Thanks to you, I met these people who are always on my back, thanks to you ,you help me to be matured enough to handle such tough situation when I am alone, thank to you I also learned to be more careful about the things I say.. I learned a lot from you. Thank you, we are not in a relationship but you still give me a warm treatment in your heart.

Thanks for reading! :)

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