#ULOG - Do what you believe in, with the heart

Doing what I like is far better than doing what I must, and lately, it really shows how much I can change if I can keep on going but still withhold my reservation about some marshall matters.

I don't need to pretend or act that everything is so blissfully perfect, and let's be realistic if I make my present energy deprivation conscious, I will be so more prepared to deal with it then if I ignore it.

It is an easy task to fall victim to tiredness and sleeplessness, but what if you are not built to experience either but to suffer some miniscule health annoyance such as I do?

For me it was all about my schedule, and how much time I will put in this or that activity. Do you know how futile it is when the only time I can truly write is late at night?

I didn't start writing late in the evening or even at night because of some umbilical reason, but simply because the whole day I am buzzing due to my low blood pressure and the heat that makes it worse.

It is not a night shift that makes me a zombie, but the temperature that steadily is rising. So, I switched my effective writing into the night shift and things are starting to look promising. During the day I am off to some other businesses and I am using a great deal of time learning new things, new skills and improving myself.

Well, I usually sit and stare in the screen while my parrot is eating away my notebook and pencil, and I wonder why that script has to be that way. Or why that part has to be placed in an exact precise position... Well, obviously it has to, otherwise, they wouldn't place it there... But my brain is speeding and just before a close collision with yet another stupid idea about how widget has too much, I realize I am watching a YouTube music spot and a tone is a tad too much. My brain falls asleep and turns into a toaster, lol.

Well, if that has to be, let it be, I will reserve my creative aspiration for the midnight sun because allegedly there is one that shines above us the poets, artists and writers right around that late hour...

I don't write poetry on a fly, I need more stress and shock to deliver even the shortest piece, but yes I tend to write quite an imaginative fiction.
I really admire people who can hold the note and write lyrics day after day; that deserves a medal.

If a Moon and starts are what I truly need - aside from much-needed coolness of the nightly hours, then I will take it. It is always better to do things in a way that feels right, the creativity will be grateful. Do things what you believe, but with the heart.

Love, joy and perpetual happiness to all good people.

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