RE: STE DMA-fix
I think there's a great year coming for depression, too bad they immunized me against it when they immunized me against dopamine.
I feel neither hope nor despair, no fear or panic but no euphoric states either. This was about 3 seconds indeed when i felt "you're not demented yet" while i should have been
For repairing a 40 year old machine on a first try ever, even if i mostly lucked out with the socketed chips ...
I think by next summer this whole hole from maerlant to de kustze is gonna have a lot of resonance ... guttertrash harassment suits on lingering neighbour conflicts trying to get some euros b/c there are none, sueing the gov't in a soviet state forgetting YOU end up paying the court costs ... and
maybe some Palestinians on the barbeque as if this place were England if they put some in the street after telling everyone : there's no more money, nothing we can do !
i havent had the mail that because everyone has to chip in from now on everyone paid with government-official money low to high will get a 10% cut as solidarity tax to offset the hundreds of thousands without 1 euro income by september 2026
...
and yet
...
no lack of empathy as the cat shows me daily but i dont seem to have much sympathy left for humans
i can't escape this
"karma does exist" feeling lately now all those yankers and slanders are about to taste it
Bitcoin seems to do rather well, lol, ... if i had only the mtGox coins i had, not even gathered more over the years if it didnt take the money and run
we probably wouldnt be having this conversation, i would have a different name and live in a different country
now it looks like its gonna be
"zicht op groendal" for life
the last place in the solar system where i wanted to end up, having spent most of my life trying to get out, like the swamp of Mordor it always dragged me back and now
i dont even feel anger looking at the BTC price ... its really strange
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I could ask how it feels to not feel anything, no despair, fear, ... I wonder if those very short moment of "happiness" are worth all the worries and miserable feelings.
The more depressions, the lower the energy, productivity, the number of people. It's getting lonely being surrounded by 15 year old fatbike thieves with guns. The msm twistes facts, I guess the 15 year old has a colour we are not allowed to know unless it's white.
The chip is in entire Europe/Western world and far beyond. Isn't it interesting how countries, according to the MSM, hating another follow the same policy?
Who kicked you vlback into the swamp? V-mort can be beaten. What if you break the spell andvsay: I love it here, no other place is that great?
You might be kicked out.
Let's start packing 😎
🍀♥️
unlike mundanes (what others call normal people and yuppies who are normies themselves refer to as mundanes to feel distinct) we dont have the luxury of ignoring reality which i see so many times around me.
I dont know how they do it but they do. As a kid i knew nothing of these things but in the later years i have to stick with my self-diagnosis of borderline autism with an acquired personality disorder.
So i cant fool myself into thinking i like this place, i dont want a lobotomy because my brain is the only thing that can keep my brain level and they dont want to give me the right to medicate myself so i can ignore the fuck out of it all either
simply put : either way bad for zathrass :p
still my favourit sci-fi series (not the remake i didnt even watch that)
But it still looks like the whole world is falling apart,
at least there is symmetry