My Introductory post.... A Confession....I have believed a Lie

As a Jesus follower, I found it necessary to leave the institutional church on realizing that it was taking me off track and making it impossible to question the dogma and to follow Jesus. I determined that the institutional church was not what Christ came to build…but a tool of the world system to supplant the living stones Jesus talked about…with bricks and mortar….the relationship with the ritual….and this had been so almost from century one.

This all happened in my life 15 years ago. Around the same time as I rejected the leadership of the “clergy” as a mediator in my relationship with God, I discovered while reading Tolstoy’s non fiction works, that I am a peace-loving anarchist, and I really needed to be aware that governments start wars for reasons of their own, and we and our children are the cannon fodder. As we begin to understand, we need to dissent in ways that are possible for us.

Occasionally, God speaks to me in ways that I can hear….usually in one syllable words. The last time that happened, was on November 8, 2016. The word I heard was “watch.”

Since I’ve been watching, I’ve learned that not only is everything NOT as it seems, it is actually the opposite from what it had seemed…and that…SOMETHING ELSE is going on.

I am a Bible reader, and I have noticed that the only time the word SCIENCE appears in the bible, it is followed by the words, “falsely so called.” I never believed in the incredible theory of evolution, but had been unquestioning when it came to Einstein’s theories of relativity…or the theory of gravity, or the heliocentric theory of the “Universe” and the globe model. These are all simply theories…and yet they are taught as facts and to question them is to become an un-person in our world. But they are not science….they are not testable, provable, repeatable.

I once thought that those who governed the countries of the world, were just making stupid decisions….every. single. time……. Now I realize (and it explains EVERYTHING) that we are governed by evil sociopath’s who want to debase, and destroy God’s creation (including and especially US.) It is somehow reassuring to realize this, since Stupidity is a much more formidable enemy than Evil. And I am aware that is God’s plan to overcome evil with good. So I can watch and pray…and trust that all will be accomplished.

I once thought, everyone was just blind, not to see that socialism is slavery and diminishes them to the level of dependent children or even cattle….instead of self-reliant adults. But now I see that if we are blind…we have been made that way…because we all have been under a program of mind control our whole lives… yes…. it is so.

I noticed quite suddenly (also about 15 years ago)….that people were getting more vulgar and debased…both in their actions and in their words. People everywhere you went, and everyone on TV was saying variations of the F-word…. Then every time you turned on the TV news. Men were kissing and marrying each other… Anyhow….you get my drift. It’s not normal…. SOMETHING ELSE is going on. It’s base, it’s anti-human… it’s beastial but not to insult the animals…it’s actually even anti-animal. But it’s not an accident. It is being done to us to ruin us. Deliberately….

I approach my 65th birthday knowing that my whole life has been lived under a delusion, and I must now spend my final years unlearning all ever knew about everything, and picking the eggshells out of the omelet that is/was my life. Questioning everything….as I discover that almost nothing is as I had believed.

The word which I received (from God…or through my intuition…as you may wish to see it) was “watch” It wasn’t to put on a sandwich board that states “The End is Near” and to preach to everyone all the time. I do believe we are approaching the end game. But what I take from the word ”watch” is that of being prepared for anything…and trusting that God is in control