self imprisonment

This is a prison. I am serving out a sentence. The charge is vanity. To be shown the error of my ways over and over again till I learn to let go. My need to control comes from the perception that this is not perfect. Realizing that my vanity has blinded me to the truth. That what is, is absolutely perfect. What is received, is what was asked for. How then can I not be content? The system is perfect. It always returns what was given. To try to control the result, only brings denial. To reject the truth is to reject myself. How can I be up-set, unless I was set-up. The problem arises from what I am asking. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. So If I am not happy with a result, It is not the results fault, but rather my lack of understanding that the result is what I asked for.