"TRUSTING TOO MUCH ALWAYS HURTS"

January10th,2016
It was an amazing feeling when I could instantly relate to him...
I felt like I've finally discovered someone who could actually feel what I felt, someone who could understand what I meant, someone who wasn't like others.. someone who never judged me..
He was becoming an addiction, my drug, someone who I could never imagine to leave...
No, we were not in a relationship, neither in love but there was something that attached my feelings to him.
I would wait whole night just to get his one reply.. That wait was a great feeling.. I shared Everything with him.. without any doubts and worries.. because I knew I had found my silent listener..
He had always listened to me, helped me to get out of the voluntary troubles that I put myself in. I trusted him.. trusted him blindfoldedly..
But as known by everyone.. addiction is bad.. and that attachment which made me habituated to him was becoming my weakness..
He had never expected anything from me.. just gave me his care and attention Everytime I needed..
March 2nd,2017..
He left. Yes.. as simple as it sounds.. he left me... 3 days before my birthday and he gave me the best gift he could.. LONELINESS. I wasn't annoyed because I felt somewhere deep inside my head that the connection we have is nothing worldly.. It was different​.. He had touched my soul the way no one had ever .. and I don't think that anyone will ever be able to make me feel the way he did..
I couldn't blame him cause I know had it been in his hands he would've never left me.. He would've been with me in all my ups and downs like he had promised..
I guess God wanted his Angel back. He never hurt me but God did. I trusted God but he hurt me. He took away the best thing that I found.. and I could do nothing but mourn for a lifetime.

_ANDLIB GHAZAL