Want to? More like I can't wait to! One of my favorite Magicians, David Blaine, was asked about all the crazy things he does, and if he has a death wish. He replied, "No, I don't, I want to live, and when I'm closest to death is when I feel the most alive." And I think it's very true, but I don't think I do anything too crazy, and this was probably the closest to death I've felt in quite some time :P