It is a rare event for me to read someone who can equal and exceed my own capacity for expressions of heartfelt need for liberation combined with the lived experiences an activated soul delivers through an open heart. Success is in keeping moving and success is also in staying alive! Moving facilitates staying alive and inspires good feelings - which in turn also motivates desire to stay alive and enjoy life. Kudos to you for choosing to express balance in motion! As long as you know for sure that any unconscious and semi-conscious beliefs in the alleged 'necessity' of death are cleared, then your points of attraction to death will be cleared and there's no need for a bucket ;)
love!