what the actual hell are all of you talking about in here? depression? you know what is being depressed? living in a fucking third world country where people criticize each other for no reason but "raise their ego and bravado" get a goddamn dictionary and learn about syntax and some words to express your feelings please!!! (did this sound impositive to you?) well check my two or three entries and see if depression is only waking at 3 am sexually frustrated for living as a male in a world full of hypocrites from both sexes claiming equality, i cant have long hair, smoke weed, say something that may sound helpful or not cause all people see are the bad stuff on you, they claim they can box you on stereotypes without watching the selves that become more and more media influenced, AND I CANT EVEN FUCKING BEGIN TO THINK ABOUT ANY SINGLE DAY THAT MY SHITTY LIFE IS NOT A CONSTANT HELL EVEN CLOSED UP ON A LITTLE APT. ... you want to know what depression is? being a 25 year old man that has to be always closed up in a growing body with assholes claiming that i should quit being a child a geek and a faggot for having long hair yet feeling identified with the female gender in some mannerisms and ways of thinking and feeling, that doesn't make me gay or weak not even a better or worse human, this is a fucking way to tell you ... you came here to write important shit or just quick cash as i want on this platform?define all of yourselves and express your emotions in a less carton milk way dudes! never in my life has been so disgusted of an article to seek something that isn't there... COME ON"!!!! THE OBSERVABLE UNIVERSE IS BEYOND IMAGINATION!!! ... if somebody did read until here and got that this is not a personal attack but a "please wake up and DONT be yourselves" shake your heads and realise that there is no ying yang good or wrong just hypocrisy and the need of every other human being to crush your dreams, goals, and even expressions in public by making a miny army of douches pointing and laughing of how you look what did you say what you wear and calling you a faggot... man isnt irony sweet? will any of you please watch george carlin stand ups from hbo and get life is bullshit? be happy of being depressed if that shit gives you the ideas to search for some history lessons on internet that no teacher gave you on school or university... technology, education the real one... not that egocentric "im a teacher you're wrong".... all the beautiful things on this misserable human pest world filled with wars for money and then social media propaganda to make a soft language for things like bombing the middle east ... please just please go to youtube and search for a channel called Top5s it will change your life and perspective of what world is and where do we all are in on the different places of this little planet on this little solar system on the vast space out there ... maybe just maybe you shall understand that being sad for being a manipulative male with a child like mind that just wants to fulfil his capitalist, materialist and after all hedonist view on this planet isnt bad after all, when nowadays girls can use the fake feminism as a way to humilliate and make some men feel like germany on the end or WWI ... got it? am i filling you with many layers of pointless breakdowns or do you really understand why im fucking pissed that you're getting 4 bucks out of this little bullshit and my three or so articles need to get followers upvotes and many attention beyond three motherfucking paragraphs alltogether saying "i drink water at night" ... damn good for you ... where is my fucking money?