I've been thinking lately..

There are quite a few things I am okay or decent at.
Art, poetry, singing, makeup, crafts, etc..

But I feel as though I do not have the one thing that I excel at, the one thing that makes people stop and say "wow!"...
I feel mediocre
unnoticed
unappreciated.

I have this deep passion to do great things, but lack resources...

I hate trudging through life, scraping by, rarely finding happiness in my everyday life..
When I do find something, I try to hold onto it, but eventually ...
everything fades.