Reason!

I know many are in lockdown and some are working less or not at all.
For me I feel ashame to actually wished for some free time from work 🙈

Here we are not in lockdown yet, I still work and actually much more than usual so lots of over time and I been completley exhausted as it has taken all my energy.

I feel like all I been doing lately is work and sleep, and not been having the energy to do anything that I need to feel good 😔 that has made me really low and unsocial... Not like me!

I know some of my CLOSE friends has reached out and wondered how I been doing and showed incredleble love and support ❤️ you know who you are and I can only say... I LOOVE YOU... It has meant more than you can ever know.

With that said another reason is I always spend time with my parents, goes places and does things together.
But after everything that is happening around us, we haven't seen each other much and I Will spend easter without my family 😭 this has been killing me.

But!

Then I woke up this morning from Bobby being all excited cause the sun was shining 🐶🌞 and he wanted to go outside, so we did and I had coffe in the garden 😊☕ perfect morning.

Then I checked into discord and some really AMAZING friends had made some funny dm's and sweet ones 🤗🤗 Awwww... Loved it.
Also one on telegram and Uptrennd who always makes me smile.. I appriciate You!

After I checked into steemmonsters and thought I should play some... Been a while, and I guess it was a good time cause I hit a winning streak so reached Diamond 3 just like that 😳 Holy...wow!

Then I checked in to Hive and steem and started to read posts... Damn I missed this 😍 I checked into Uptrennd (a new favorite place) and I felt the passion coming back 😁 the fun!

My point!

In all sadness and with so many things happening that is out of our Control... There are things we CAN Control... Like who we choose to surround ourselves with... People who drain us and make us feel small, or people Who make us feel good and who Loves us JUST as we are ❤️

I'm Lucky to have the second one... Amazing friends who loves me for ME 🤗
You guys are the reason why I'm still here, and I can't thank you enogh for all you've done for me.

Also we can Control how we choose to handle things that are Hard... GIVE UP... Feel sorry for ourselves... Or find ways that makes YOU HAPPY!

I choose Happiness... Love... Peace!
Being outside in nature, enoying the ocean, flowers, trees and sky....
And focus on things Im thankful for.

Thankful!

I had to remind myself of this today and had Bobby to push me 🐶🥰 now I feel more recharged.. energetic... hopeful
🙏🐣🐣🐶 Looking forward to easter, deturmened to make this a Great one even if its just me and Bobby.

I also am SOOO grateful for places like Uptrennd and Hive that gives us a Great place to connect with amazing People, and write about what WE are passionate about 🙏 Thank you for that!

I am now almost back to myself and hope to get back in the Game again 😉 posting and giving you all the love you deserve in your sweet posts and comments. I appriciate You all ❤️

I hope you all are enoying yourself in all ways you can 😉 and don’t let negativity Control you... Its easy I knoooow!

Choose Life... Happiness... Love!
It really helps... Belive Me 🥰

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