Darkness in me

At first a magical place and full of love between people, that's what I thought.At a certain moment in our life we ​​gave up everything for a greater good, but when we break the face it becomes very difficult I always imagined that The sufferer will not make him suffer, but if things work out like that.   When I came to live here bad I knew what was keeping me, I did not even know if I would be happy one day.  This is hell now I hear the demons mounted on their scary horses as if all this were normal. I remember when they tried to run me down the street, I remember when they gave a laugh of a monologue that I presented in high school, I remember when I went To make a super important test for my life, I remember that this same test was rubbish.   I wanted to run aimlessly without direction I wanted to escape the darkness in me.