Tell your story contest- Story of a Star

About Myself:
I am Tara, which means a Star.

I have booked the brightest star on my name

My mom once said whoever dies travel to the star. When I was 13 I booked myself the brightest star and prayed to god, ever if I die send me to the brightest star so that I can be seen by my loved ones. I don't want to miss out anything happening in this beautiful world so the brightest star is exactly where I will be. Me and my sister would look at the sky and would chat for hours even if the situation is worst it never impacted us. She is my first cousin and best friend of all times. Its just me n her and nobody existed for us if we were together.

The feeling of separation

After graduating we had to change our stream. I opted for computers and she opted for management. Three years later I got a job in different city. I thought she forgot me. I used to talk to her but every time we were talking I found changes in her. Gradually I could see a different person altogether. In between few incidents happened within the families I thought it will not change our friendship but it really broke us apart. Still life goes on. I had her memory with me. In every situation ever since I had to take the opinion i would explore my mind and see what she would have suggested. This is how my days would pass.

Loosing someone
Our lives had changed. She got married and I was still working. On 29th Jan, 7 a.m I got a call from my father. I wish I had never attended the call. He informed me about her. He just said your sister is no more. what ??? How??? why??? These were the words that came out and I couldn't stop my tears ever since. Its been 5 years and I am trying to figure out how and why?

I had never expressed myself this way anywhere as we have common friends and families and I don't want them to show I become weak without her. I feel incomplete without her. I had never asked her star I was afraid of losing her. In every conversation she would show me her left hand and say I feel my life is short. I would just say don't be mad. Now she is lost somewhere and I am still looking for her.

Who introduced me here?

One day my husband came to me and said you have got to try this. Though I was never interested in blogging but looking at him I couldn't say no. He told me about a forum called STEEMIT. I had never seen him active on any of the social media other than steemit. So I joined and realized its a good platform. I wrote my first introduction and I felt good about it.

What's your channel topic?

• Life
• Health,
• Cooking
• Lifestyle
• Reiki

Your hobbies and interests?
I love to explore myself and try out new things. I love sketching, Travelling, cooking, exploring different culture, outdoor games.

Your best and worst experiences here?
My best experience is yet to come. But I will include this opportunity as good experience while I am sharing my story.

Nothing worst just disappointing when I have only 1 or 2 view which includes me though I have 121 followers. LOL.

Life after steemit?
Every time I post anything I keep checking if I get any updates. I have found new excitement which is amazing. Its like a fresh breath of air. I have got a platform where I can share. :)