"Unsuitable" Teardrops of Sadness..

thidaratapple (59)in #teardrops • 6 years ago

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….And what is the use of my life if I’m alone?,
It’s meaningless when I’m without you in my zone,
Now, all I can do is sit and everything is blurry,
Feeling so down and having tears of fury,

I knew that it would happen,
But, I didn’t prepare myself, it’s all and then,
Our love goes in a different way,
Time to say goodbye, it’s time to sway,

I’m probably the one to be blamed,
I’m too careless, I tried too much till I drained,
It’s all because of me, only me,
I’d been too selfish, please forgive me,

Thinking the time that you realized,
The day that I fear and visualized,
It’s coming so fast, I could feel it,
But still, I’m not ready for it,

And even though I knew,
Someone like me isn’t suitable for you,
Though I knew someday, I must face the fact,
There’s no time for me to react,

It hurts me when the idea of “us” becomes the past,
Gone away and had been blast,
You’re not already at my side,
Far worse that the things I feared inside.