Touching story. Your experience proves to us again that hiding someones sickness is never a good idea. Even children should know, these are natural happenings in a person's life and when we know we have time to prepare and say goodbye. The fact that you felt his death just proves how close you were.
They for stopping by, they did took him to hospital, they just kept it from me, they knew I was so closed to him and I could do anything if I should find out about it.