There are many reasons why we always tell to ourselves, if only we could turn back time or if we can go back to good old days. Kung pwede nga lang ba.. We have a wall clock at home that I always wanted to talk to and say.. if I could only make my own time,, I will. It sounds like I am a fool and crazy but it's just reminding myself how I've been so martyr in the name of love.. 😂
When I was a kid, I had only one and simple dream when I grow up. But we didn't even know what life could bring after our childhood, right? That is to be a successful in chosen course and then career. I am destined to have a family too and followed as a model family. Until just one morning I woke up from my dream, I realized how hard life is and knowing what message my dream wanted to convey me. When I open my eyes, that's what the real destination of mine and where I belong. Even if I didn't like what is assigned to me by destiny, I shoud go on... This is the thing that I keep on saying, if only and if only I could go back to any point of my life.. I would not have the life that I have today. I know that no one has successfully gone back to make the effort to achieve to change the "menus" of their life.
The most regret in life I've made is that I did not listen to people around me. Maybe, I was stubborn and blind that I didn't even care how will life to be, just to follow the heart. And look what I am now? I do realized that, we often love the idealized object rather than the real one. I can say, regrets that is something in my mind and feel sorry to myself. Failure that I'd never wish for. I am sure, it would have been a good mistake to learn a painful lesson. As I grow older and older, I still have my original dreams that maybe still in reach. I am selfish if I am not thinking about my kids. I have a good relationship with my family but still something missing and I do have in mind that keeps bounce back to me, " kung maibabalik ko lang ang kamay ng orasan".
If only I could turn back the time to correct the choices that I have made. But it's done and done and have to face the challenge. If not, we're not going to win indeed. Thank you for dropping by.. please support me and upvote me. Thank you for your time. ⏰
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