I fear and cry over failures...

Everyone fails and I am not an exemption. I have a lot of failures in life...a lot that I can never count in my fingers anymore. But i did stand up and continue my life

Let me talk about some...

I fail to be a beloved wife and end up a broken heart lol!

I fail to be a good mother and end up crying alone...

I fail to be a successful businesswoman and end up financing others business...the best for a seem-to-be- busy doing nothing...

For all the mistake I did...I am a good-for-nothing person.

The world looks at me differently...is all what I feel because of the failures I have gone through...

When I was a kid and I did wrong it seems all the fingers are pointing at me saying how bad I am. I felt everyone is blaming me for the undesirable things that came my way. And yes...I felt sad and cry and end up my dreams.

I felt I am drowning with this scenario and wanted to end everything...the fears of unbelongingness becomes a creepy event in my life....the failures of my being became the water that is drowning me to depression and it goes a cycle of things that made me sad and the things that fail me.

I end up to nowhere and noone can ever find me again.

Just when I am at the worst part of my depression a friend came and help me out...

I learned things and learned a lot of things that can boast my morale again. Finally someone believes in me...gave me idea and it eas the beginning of my new life.

For now i can't say I am successful but i found some good thing to do...

I wook up for reason every morning...

I wook up to face a new beginning....

I woke up to give meaning to my life

I woke up each day for a success I have envisioned long ago. And realize what they say "failures is part of a success"

Thank you @surpassinggoogle for the #teardrops and all that you do for us minnows.

Thank you @beanz for your words of wisdom...the voices are always a powerful tool to learn in this life.

Thank you @enginewitty for the humble comment in my blog...you indeed a great guy.

Thank you @c0ff33a for seeing the things unseen in my blogs...its one great inspiration.

Thank you my new fam...#thealliance #votu and #steemitdiversify.

Thank you everyone!

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