<3 I'm so sorry that you're struggling still. It's been a difficult one for our family so far too. My mother has lost three cats and her sister so far this year. She's hoping that there's no one else she can lose right now - but her other (deceased) sister's husband is fighting cancer, so it may not be done.:(

Anyway, I'll share hope where I can find it. I'm glad this card works for you. Sometimes, the timing is not our own.