Wow! I love this man! First of all when I upvoted tgis post it hit 7.77 then, I read your story and it blew my mind. I havent been sharing much but I just wrote this line the other day and your story is reminiscent of something back in my future.

"I really feel like I need to say something

I just don't know what that is

Please Lord bless the pen

As the ink bleeds on the sheets in my head

I need a hand cuz I don't know where this is headed

I guess it started out with me crawling

Then I was walking

Wasn't too long before I was running

All that just so I could stumble on this enlightenment

First it got me elevated

But now that I'm levitating

I think I'll teleport away

All the way away

My bags are packed

Grab myself some water

So I can bless that

As I ride off into the sunset

Headed to the desert

Just a dirty street kid dreaming about my pilgrimage

Manifesting destinies in my sleep

Manufacturing my own dreams..."