MY CHILD AND MY WOMAN MUSTN'T TASTE SUFFERING - @surpassinggoogle

Hahaha..... A lot of people would be captured by the caption of this post. Oh yes, this is ULOGS, incessant freshness, ever flowing , a place where you bare it all, in depth. So I am speaking without inhibitions, relegating all reservations, and with the spotlight turning on @surpassinggoogle, the author of @steem-untalented, @steemsecrets, @steemgigs, @teardrops and now @ulogs. The steemit Superman who has warmed his way into the hearts of many by his 'rescue missions' (you would agree with me that his presence is felt in all nooks and crannies of this platform, without which many would have given up a long time ago). By his accomplishments, he stands as one, synonymous with the word, benevolence. He loves with an unflinching intensity to shame the Sun-lights and dwarf the galaxies. He strides giantly across steemit, indenting hearts and 'breaking down' to dispense every bit of himself, so everyone could have a fair share. He is the gentle bear that hugs with his works as with his words.

That he is my 'idol' is no news, that I am a pupil sitting at the feet of a master( @surpassinggoogle), is no news either. What might be news is that for this amazingly rare specimen, marriage is far from his radar and definitely not in his list of priorities.
Over time, I had bottled up questions, pertinently personal questions, stacked so high and waiting for an opportunity to 'unstack'. That the issue of marriage was just one of them is a guess as good as mine.

And an opportunity did come.

It was a heart to heart chat with Terry, an amazing aperture into the soul of One of the world's finest breed and one of humanity's greatest pride.

I spotted Terry during my early days on steemit, as a dazzling Star worthy of emulating, and he has always, ever, been on point, but I would yet fully understand the workings of this great mind. Finding no metaphor strong enough to express his intense values. But I have continued to stand in awe of him, and as we chatted, I felt a connection, minutes journeying into hours, till I lost count. I was riveted, listening intently to his 'sageness', to this 'Solomon of my time', who would stupendously amaze me with wisdom so rare. He seemed to have a word for every silence, a panacea for every problem and an answer to every puzzle. And for me, it was one of those rare moments when you relegate reservations, for all the right reasons.
Terry's whole existence is rich, detailed, deep, beautiful and incredibly humane. He is specially gifted, intellectually endowed and greatly talented.
I learnt of his hopes, his dreams, his struggles and his weaknesses.

It was an authentic conversation.

And then we got on to the matters of the heart ( I think I actually propelled it in that direction ). He was at first evasive but walls had been depreciated, so we moved on, with the same tempo, quickly picking up the threads. My curiosity had been piqued and I really wanted to know : How a man his stature would still be single, with ladies swarming around him like bees, ready to hold his heart captive.

You tend to tears, agonies and pains of others. Who tends to yours? @edith4angelseu

My normal day is 24/7, those things have to be relegated. Food is relegated, plus women. I can't think of women. @surpassinggoogle

But why? Are you afraid of loving someone, perhaps letting go? @edith4angelseu

Not exactly. For me to come out the way I come out, food is relegated, women too. I am very deep, for many women, I will be complex. Before women, some things have to be in place. When it comes to women in my case, they mustn't suffer. @surpassinggoogle

Shouldn't you be thinking about raising your own family? Start thinking 'family', I would love to see 'Little Terry running around. @edith4angelseu

Hahaha..... Not yet. I would love 'young Terry', but it depends on a lot of things. I won't let him go my route. My child and my woman won't taste suffering, no way. With all these sufferings I have done, I am not sure. @surpassinggoogle

Your sufferings and your pain, don't you think they won't matter one bit to the one who truly loves you? Dont you think she would bring you succour and help you heal? @edith4angelseu

When I am settled yes, I am not settled. In truth I have looked at life so deeply, nothing any longer impresses me. @surpassinggoogle

When will be the right time Terry? @edith4angelseu

When I was in Nigeria, I was nothing much but I wasn't a regular boy. Even with rags, girls saw something, but I wasn't one to fall. And that baffled them. @surpassinggoogle

I believe in the power of love to heal your broken-nes, you cannot heal alone, you need to heal in the arms of a woman. Hahaha, let me be your love adviser. @edith4angelseu

I thread with caution in such matters because what happens is, if they fall, it would never be the same with other men. I love intensely, I have one and half love, the other person just needs half. @surpassinggoogle

I wish you love Terry, true love. The likes of which will leave you gasping for breath and panting for air, Hahaha. @edith4angelseu

Hahaha.... In due time. @surpassinggoogle

To @surpassinggoogle :

You bear too many burdens alone, you close your heart to true love, the only thing to set you free and give you wings to fly. One must be open to love to be able to live. Only its force can heal your soul and without it, there would be no beauty. Share your pains, your hurts, your tears, your fears and watch them fade into insignificance. I pray when you fall, you fall so hard, till you need love more than you need oxygen. I pray you find that someone who would love you like you deserve, that someone who would change your heartbeat and your life, forever.

I promised you I was going to speak to you via a post. Here it is. And I hope this brings you much healing, as much as your words have lightened my burden.

Thank you Terry

Dedicating my entire steemit journey to Terry Ajayi, aka @surpassinggoogle

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