This is such an important question we must ask ourselves in order to know where we want to go in this journey of life. It is very hard to answer sometimes due to several internal, as well as external variables, but once we find this inner consciousness of who we are then there are no boundaries to what we are able to achieve.

I am very sorry to hear about the loss of your sister, this deeply saddens me, but know that she is looking down and very proud of you each and every day.

I can really connect with your overall story and am glad that you have found steemit as another alternative to help you keep pushing forward. keep up the great work here and you will continue to be rewarded for all your hard work!! thanks so much for sharing, your very heartfelt story with all of us :))

Keep steeming my friend !!