Thank you very much, and you're absolutely right - it is one of many topics on my "to write" list - seeking the experience will often end in failure. Indeed, when trying to recall my childhood experience, it was the expectation of success that led to fewer successes! This is so contrary to so much of society and its grasping attitude to everything, but is a standard warning in every esoteric tradition. Have confidence in the practices and the states of mind will appear - force the issue and they won't.

Thanks for your comment.