Okay I wasn't crying til you said you were crying. Jesus!!! I was wondering when you would write this post. I reacted & wrote straight away, that's when Laura upvoted me, it was on the post about her death that she had upvoted me, I was the person that was confused about it, not fully knowing about bots. It gave me a shock that's for sure, but it was also a nice feeling. I can see you have been brewing for some time since her passing, god I am sitting here crying reading your post Stellebelle. I always think at times of going through hell it's because we are renewing, shedding old skin is painful & it's part of life's ebbs and flow's. I know you already know this. We love you through hellish moods & glitter farts. And daughters are the best when you're feeling like crap aye? Bug hugs!!!