About To Quit

There was a time in my life when I was about to quit being all messed up and the only thing which I wanted was to quit my life. I was done with being sad, failing for things and people, was done being judged every now and then. There were different voices in my head. I was looking after myself all alone, no one to talk to, no one to share feelings with. It wasn't like I did not have people. I had them but as they say, "don't sell your story for there is no market made for your emotions" I was captivated with myself into my mind. Everything around me was just moving for me, not living. I did not laugh, I did not utter a word. I made my mind to end this life. I never thought what will happen when I go, who will be affected if I go. I thought of nothing. I was lost within myself. I didn't like to talk to anyone. I talked to people but I didn't talked my heart. I was somewhere excelling in becoming a fake person from the outside. And was about to quit my life. I thought there is no way in which things can turn right. I had family pressure, my friends thought am being mean and the close ones too cornered me. I was left on my own. But then came few strangers in my life and told me that I have come to earth with a purpose to serve and it takes thousands of good deeds to become a human being. Don't let it go in vein. It is your life, no one said it will be a bed of roses but neither did anyone say that it will just be thrones. This too shall pass. But just because you are having a bad doesn't mean you have a bad life. It is worth living. Not every day is the same. Each day has its own clouds and sunshine. Maybe that's when I realized I shouldn't do this. I stepped up and moved ahead in life from that time. And while doing that I learned so much that I left all negative behind. Sometimes small things matter a lot and can make a big difference in your life.
A loner has a world of his own.
He has become so because every time he has been disowned.
He never shows how it feels to be trapped in one's own body.
Cause they don't have time to see who is happy & who is lonely.
There is an escape from this world in his mind.
Where nobody except is own soul resides.
Being a loner was never his choice.
People just couldn't see the way he enjoyed life.
They made him feel isolated.
But no one knew he was the most kind-hearted.
Love and life had paid brutally to him.
Maybe he deserved some other world where he has never been.
If you find someone in such condition, do guide them. You never know what a small statement of yours can do.