Upvoted. My pen bleeds too. Wow, our heart is not always right, that is why it is on the left. Never thought about that. To hate oneself is to allow weeds in a flower bed, in a garden. It happens but we can redirect and focus on goals, eternal principles, perspectives, things we value and care about most, on destiny. In Portland, Oregon, our motto has been to Keep Portland Weird. Love it. I'm Oatmeal.