diary #1 part1 :the begining of our sunshine

part 1 :
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glad that i happened in the right time and could ve somehow show u the beautiful road as i see it , the journey has just begin for u , as it already started for me , i belive that one day the eclipse will happen again where me and u will meet !
To start ,let's make a deal ..i want u to forget who u re so i can tell u about how i met talha(@talaxy) , in other way talha is not u for the moment haha
anyways ,it started with a beautiful morning , i woke up at 5h30, thinking about my whole exitence and being greatful for what i ve and hopeing for what i dont have , i did my prayers and. i remembered me crying in the arms of the invisble present that i can feel all over my heart ,my god, somehow it s my way toexchange the negative energy with postive one ... i had an exam that morning ,coming out from it , i walked back home looking at the clouds and trying to figure out the shape it gives but the ideas in my brain was to louder to handle so i decided that i need a nap , i slept for a while then sudentely a voice from my head woke me up ,and somehow all my body has been activeted again , it was like a msg from the univers that i had to do something ,i had to go out and discover , explore something new maybe!! so i decided that today is gonna be a crazy unplanned day , i activeted the hangout in couchsurfing ,i recived a lot of msg but none of them was intresting enough to take ,then a friend of mine called me by accident "do u want to get out " ..hell yes ! let's go whenever , do whatever ! i told him that we re going to go where ever our feets lead us , and that s what we did ;tel we found our selves with 2 guys playing guitard and we start singing with them , anthore guy just came and and it show up that he is a real signer haha! it was a happy moment very happy moment! , of me siting with strangers and sharing the joy of life without even knowing their name , i felt free as the wind !
the best part is when i saw a msg coming from a group of people in coushsurffing so i decided to go and meet them , my friend followed
my craziness even if he wasnt so excited about it .
here we re now , next to 5 people from different places ,2 girls and 3boys waiting for us , we said hello and exchange names and countries , i was excited to know more about them especially the girl from costa rica , costa rica , whish was one of the countries i already searched for !we went together to "royal Mansour (the picture) " we get diveded then combiened again , i talked with 3 of them ( the girl from costa rica , 2 moroccan guys ) trying to creat a good conversation but none of them was really intresting , then it was this girl called veda she s from germeny but live in turkey cuz she has an origine from there i think , she kinda of simple, calme and she smile a lot , was one of the things i liked about her , we created a conversation but we get destrected at some point , i found my self talking with the last one left in the group , he s the friend of veda ,he looks so excited , he also smiles a lot , one of the things that i liked about him too, the conversation was devlopped and devlopped , i cannot remember how, or what we was talking about ! it was about everything and nothing , the kind of conversation that makes u forget the dimension of time and space ,u can talk for houres or walk for hours without even getting enough , escpacielly when i discoved that he has like me a huge curiosity and a big desire of understand life in all it s form . religion , science , releshionships ..the kinda of intresting subject that i like to discuess where our feet is in the ground but our souls is up in the sky ,i didnt know his name or even nothing about his life , we were two souls lost in the beauty of the present moment and the magic of this little space between us .we found our selves in a cofeeship without even being conscience about it ,without being able to recognize the atmosphere or the people ,of that place...being here but never here that was us , somehow the world around us just disappear ,our energy just melt and mix like 2 bright stares on the sky , just like 2 melodys thatgives a beautiful song , he stare at me with a smile on his lips and asked me if i was a msg from god , within my self i think i was ,cuz he also was a msg from god telling me that beautiful souls still exist .the night was over , the moment that i hated the most is the moment of goodbye i was in this contraduction of 2 feeling of sadness and happiness ,happiness that i had a very good time but sadness that they still a strangers who traveled with me in time for a moment but they have to live the boat , i was greatful in all the way ! so greatful ..i bought to my 2 favorite strangers of the day; 2 small gift ,oddly , the seller have only 2 pieces of category i ve choosen , one with a smile and the other one with small kiss , i wondered ,to who should i give the smile ? but the answer was very easy , to him , even if i knew him only for 4 houres but he deserve all the happiness , and i thought a smile would be the best thing to offer , whising him all the happiness and all the gratitude he deserve ..untel then i thought this is the end of story , but it was just the begining.... the begining of our sunshine :D