When my life began to have a different meaning.

 It  all started an ordinary night where I began to feel different,  everything made me cry more than normal and my body had already almost  completely transformed, the metamorphosis was almost total ... I was  becoming a balloon! Hahaha With 37 weeks of pregnancy, that night everything changed my  body began to give me signals that the little being that was growing  inside wanted to leave as a place, my body was generating an environment  where the defenseless Abel felt dangerous.

It  was 9 pm when the task of survival of my little offspring began, that  day I saw an anime that gave me peace and without reason I felt exalted,  I got up to get water because I was thirsty and without notice a  colorless, odorless liquid ran between My legs, I thought I had urinated. I  was alone and unchanged I clean the area and I changed, I went to bed  to sleep and an absurd dream did not let me rest, (I dreamed that some  aliens stole my baby) hahaha I said it was absurd. At dawn I wake up and beside me asleep was my husband I felt safe and cuddled with his presence next to me. When  I got up I knew that something was wrong when I heard a buzzing inside  my head, my ears felt burning, I felt a pressure on my chest and my  abdomen is hardened, but what disturbed me the most was not feeling my  baby. I did not feel like doing anything, not having breakfast, or getting up, I just felt an uncontrollable need to sleep. 

After  a few hours I got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself, wait a  bit and went to the clinic where my doctor was waiting for me ... with a  lot of nerves I undressed and they took my blood pressure which was in  240/120 mmhg they prepared me Of urgency to perform a cesarean, the baby did not respond to stimuli and barely heard their heartbeat. Already  in the operating room anesthetized me and I'm about to take the baby  out of my gut a device started to sound an alarm my blood pressure was  literally in the clouds 290 / 165mmhg, I felt my body heavy and I was  fading. I  felt that my body no longer belonged to me and a cry that was familiar  to me and although I had never heard it, it transmitted to me that the  being that produced it had a complete need and dependence on me, my  love, my warmth and my care. After  that moment I felt that my body was mine again and when they put my  healthy baby next to my face and I saw it invaded me a peace and  tranquility that I was healthy and in perfect condition. .

 And an inexplicable love invaded me when I held him in my arms for the first time

I  could remember everything that happened that night after what happened  and the experience of being a mom would never change my life even though  for a moment our lives were in danger.