Only you are the one who can overcome their own fears. The job you have done is incredible. It's not everybody's cake. I got really excited the way you overcame your anxiety, nervousness etc but this is really inspiring to others as well who suffer with lot of fear issues be it being alone, drowning, dark etc. This might be your ownexpedition but it does encourage a lot. Atleast I got a little peppered with your stuff. Some kinda adrenaline rush. I hope it stays with me when I am fearful. Thanks Sir!