I HELPED THEM AND THEY USED ME [ LIFE STORY]

I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP PEOPLE AND FRIENDS [ ONLY I THINK THEY ARE MY FRIENDS ]

I CAME IN NEW CITY. LIVING ALONE ALL BY MYSELF. I AM SO EMOTION GUY JUST TELL ME YOU ARE IN SOME KIND OF TROUBLE AND YOU WILL FIND STAND ME BESIDE YOU AND THIS IS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM.

TODAY I DEEPLY WANT TO SHARE MY FEELINGS HERE PLEASE DON'T HATE FOR THAT.

LIVING IN FAR AWAY FROM MY FAMILY TO MAKE A BRIGHT FUTURE MAKE BIG IN MY LIFE. I AM A NICE GUY I AM NOT COMPLIMENTING MYSELF BUT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART I KNOW I AM. I MADE HERE LOTS OF FRIENDS. EVERYONE USED TO COME TO MY HOUSE WHENEVER I THREW PARTY. EVERYONE IS SO NICE TO ME FRONT OF MY FACE. BUT ITS NOT TRUE.

I MADE LOTS OF FRIENDS IN MY LIFE BUT WHEN I LOOKED AROUND I FOUND NO ONE. RIGHT NOW I AM WRITING THING NO ONE AROUND AND IF I MAKE 2 OR 3 PHONE CALL THAT THERE IS PARTY IN MY HOUSE SO JUST IN 1 HOUR MY HOUSE WILL BE FULL OF PEOPLES. BUT IF I CALL SOMEONE OR LOTS OF PEOPLE AND SAY I NEED HELP THERE WILL BE NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE WILL BE THERE FOR ME.

I REALIZED SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THERE ARE FAKE PEOPLE AROUND EVERYONE " NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYONE ". IN MY LIFE I HELPED ALMOST EVERYONE. AND STILL I AM ALL ALONE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE WITH ME.
AND FACT IS PEOPLE THINKS I AM ASKING FOR HELP BUT REALITY IS SOME TIME YOU ONLY NEED MORAL SUPPORT
AND YOU TRY TO FIND SOMEONE IN YOUR FRIENDS FOR THAT.

ITS NOT A BLOG OR SOMETHING. JUST A FEELING I WANT TO EXPRESS.

THANK YOU SO MUCH IF YOU SPENT YOUR TIME TO READ I JUST WANT TO SHARE.

:) GOD BLESS YOU